I wouldn't call it blogging promiscuity,
just...
experimentation.
Just a heads up that I've updated Windows and Doorways within the last 24 hours,
a joint project with Brooke.
In my opinion, its a bit more first person than this one.
Or not?
I have a feeling the next bit will change that...
Now, onwards and upwards to the Look What You've Done segment of this blog.
Haha, I feel like one of those ridiculous TV stations that broadcast multiple short crappy programs
(I'd say daytime TV but those programs are far from short).
I feel like there should be a song somewhere to express my sentiments,
something decent that goes along the lines of:
This isn't who I am,
I'm trying too hard.
I'm never this shy,
but you might just be my type.
Right now, I hate who I am in the face of certain people,
people I want to hold onto,
people I want to become closer to,
people I don't want to scare away.
I hate overcompensating with meaningless chatter.
I hate being so self-conscious,
I hate hoping so hard,
I hate being so needy,
I hate caring so much.
And its all in my head... think about it over and over again...
I just hope they're worth it.
:)
1 comments:
HAHAHA sounds like an emo song to me. LOL.
Nawww but really.. just show your affection/appreciation sometimes here and there, and then gradually build up these relationships WHEN you have good indications from your friends or strangers (if you swing that way ;) ). Sometimes, people need that initial indication of intrest from you before they can reciprocate the emotions you desired. But... 'sometimes' is the key word.
Anyhows, Good luck!
~GenTho
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